Prayer for Help

Dear Father…

This will be the first of many letters.

Letter to help bridge the communication

A bridge that I broke, but it needs to be repaired.

I’m not sure how else to do this.

Feels like I’m so far and I need to come back


Why does it feel like the further I run, the more I’m drawn back?

Why is it that I will make a thousand steps forward and make ten thousand backwards?

Why am I in this constant loop of running, running, running

Why am I fighting it?

What is wrong with me

What stops me from just settling at one place and being happy

Why am I constantly running?

Running from responsibilities

Running from relationships

Running from knowledge

Running from happiness

Do I crave sadness so much that I am constantly seeking it?

Am I not satisfied with love